![]() ![]() Geethefreak90 brawlstarvaleria The-Lunatic-Rabbit JustEatSalmon peca-nĪwesomewhale04 MASX37 supersonicelsword SoraMakesArt Lara-Kein TheWildHeart02 aaacorna migs1999 Alex-Canine845 CicadaIsChilling QueenVeronicathe1st SpringMonnie Riadra niiteliite Ember-Wing Pheobecrafter ArcticTanuki MexicanDrawingBoi Jaxo0 Cloudpeach23 Mintyspacepotato aaalifeforms AssassinJ2 meganerd0 Vixenpetal / pbab O0Kingl圜utie0o Biadraws0 puppywuzzykins littleanime117 MrGeloTheSecondĮdsyd Oricle-Art Zarjiel CosmicCrayons YoSoyYesi Pirate656 AJ-H DaffodilNeko / fuchsia-neko ZAMNPlayerD Valkavava Nim09 inky26 trashtoad marreeps pinkzombierobot Of course, it would not be a 100 watcher special without all my 100 watchers being featured now, would it? It's the investment of all of you that gives me the motivation I need to keep making art and posting it for all of you to see! Thank you all so much for your time and your interest in me, this work is only the scratched surface of my gratitude towards you all. One hundred people is more than the maximum occupancy of the average sit-in restaurant! It's amazing to think that my art has amassed a group of people that are interested in seeing what I have coming down-the-line. Take care.We made it, we made it to one hundred watchers! It is truly difficult for the mind to accurately grasp how absolutely enormous that amount that number truly is. I hope you all enjoy this picture, I know it helped me out a bit, I hope it brings you a small taste of peace. It's not dead, just tucked away for a while. So I am going to focus on the things I enjoy doing for a while. I DO want to finish it, but seeing it unfinished has now turned into a disheartening image, I lose the will to work on it when I see it anymore, because it only reminds me that I didn't finish it and it demotivates me. On the topic of the comic, I am not going to work on it for a long while. I'm sure you all have felt this kind of feeling before. I am so done with everything, I just want to go to the water and sleep. Being on the water is one of my favorite things in life and I feel like I really need it at this point. So I drew myself relaxing in a boat at sundown. Hence why I drew this picture, I wanted to get back into the swing of things and actually focus on making a background. I've been feeling really down, I haven't even been able to do things that I really want to do because of how little motivation I have for anything that requires energy. So now that you've had just the smallest taste of the stress I had to endure in the last few months, you can now realize why I didn't work on the second half of the comic. Thankfully, they were talked out of it and I am able to keep my room, but it set into motions serious plans to move, so there's that whole other can of worms. Finally and most recently, because of the want to take care of my Uncle from my Grandparents' side, I was going to be evicted from my room, so I would have been forced to either live with my grandparents, which would have been a black hole of misery I would never have surfaced from, or move in with my other siblings, which would have meant we would have been living in a 1 bed, 1 bath house, and that would be too much. My Grandpa's dementia has been getting far worse because of the stress of my Uncle's hospital stays and my Grandma taking out her frustrations on him, so that's been a big fiasco.ĩ. My Uncle's health has been a rollercoaster of recovery and regression from what turned out to be a very mild version of gangrene, so there's been a lot of drama with my folks.Ĩ. To top the previous situation, I had contracted Shingles, one of the most painful things I have ever experienced in my life, and this was during my driving tests.ħ. I had a very stressful situation trying to get my drivers license and I barely managed to get it before my permit expired, I literally got it the very last day of the allowed time.Ħ. Insane family drama, just an insane amount of it and it has basically lead me to hate my entire extended family save for my grandpa and a select few others (my extended family is full of complete jerks and absolute monsters, so it's not just a personal opinion).ĥ. My older sister (and podcast cohost) are still trying to figure out if medical school is worth moving to Detroit.Ĥ. My older brother and life-long roommate is moving out and hasn't yet collected the rest of his stuff, so I have to deal with his mess.ģ. I got a job at a local fast food chain, so I have had a lot of stress built up from the fast-pace and rude customers.Ģ. Let me give you all a rundown of all the stuff that has happened to me this year:ġ. This was less of a piece that I had been wanting to do and more of a comforting picture made to help me through some really, REALLY tough times in my life. ![]()
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